THANK YOU

Hi guys!

I usually don't post on a Tuesday but I really feel the need to write something right now. Today I made the decision to finally put something about my Alopecia on Facebook. At first, I was so scared because I didn't want it to look like I'm seeking for attention, but  the bald patch got bigger, and I didn't want to have any secrets anymore. I've had some real struggles with covering the patch last week and it really started to bother me. I didn't want it to look like I'm keeping a secret, I just wanted to be honest with my friends and family. Soooo I put it up on Facebook.

As soon as I pushed the 'send' button, likes and comments started flowing in my inbox. The number of views on my blog got higher and higher. My phone was about to crash when I decided to go out for a bike ride. Everything was very overwhelming and I didn't really know what to do, because I felt so grateful. When I came back, I had 1000+ views, something that I never dared to dream of.

I feel a little bit calmer now but all the supportive comments are still coming in. When this post goes online, I think I have over 2000 views on my blog and I can't believe it. I'm so glad that people know about the disease now, something that is really important. People who kept it a secret for years and years, sent me messages that they think it's amazing that someone actually writes and talks about it. For me, It's not a big deal. Okay, I was really nervous about putting it up on Facebook but I don't mind talking about it with people. It's a part of me now and that is completely fine.

I realized that this is what I want to do. Write and inspire. I'm determined to do whatever it takes to make this dream come true. I want to be a succesful Youtuber and blogger and nothing's going to stop me now. I'm even more motivated than I was before and it's amazing to know that there are actually people who read this. This is insane and I feel so blessed.

A big thank you to everyone who liked my post. Thank you to everyone who left a comment behind. To the people who shared it, thank you. But mostly, I want to thank every single person who made the effort to press the link and read it. THANK YOU! You are an amazing human being <3

There will be a regular post tomorrow but I just had to get this off my chest. I'll try to sleep tonight but it will be hard because the adrenaline is rushing through my body.

Summer goals

Hi guys!

My exams are finally over which means that my summer break has started! Even if I'm not graduated, I'm off for 3 months and I am so excited. I have many things planned for the coming weeks and I am going to take you with me on my adventure. I thought I'd make a list of all the things I want to do this summer and share it you with guys, so let's get started!

Concerts & festivals
Summer is the perfect time for concerts and festivals. I can already see myself dancing in front of a big stage, with many other people while the sun is setting. Everyone's feeling relaxed and there for great music and an amazing atmosphere. I also have 2 concerts planned at the moment, in fact I am seeing Ariana Grande tomorrow! Next week I'll be going to Miranda Sings' concert and I can't wait to see her in real life for the first time.

Books
Last summer I watched as many films as possible and this summer I want to read as much as possible. When I was younger, there was not a single book in the library left that I didn't read because I loved it so much. I didn't have time for this at all while being in school but now I'm off, I really want to start reading again. It's a shame really, I have so many unread books in my book case.. If you have any recommendations please let me know!

Out of the country
I have booked 3 trips for this summer. My friends and I have hired a bungalow somewhere in the Netherlands which we're going to for 8 days. There are restaurants, swimming pools and many other things to do. In July, my best friend and I will be going to England for 10 days. I am so excited for this because I haven't seen my family for a year. England is basically my second home. I can't wait to show my friend all the amazing shops, pubs and beautiful sights there, I'm sure she's going to love it! I am also going to Prague, Czech Republic's capital city, together with my parents and my brother. We have never visited that part of Europe before so that's going to be really exciting as well!

Write
I have bought this travel journal from HEMA last week and I'm so glad I did. In case you were wondering, yes that is rose gold and it's such a pretty little book to write in! I want to write everything down this summer, so I can look back on this in a few years.

Be healthy
When I was in school, I never had time to prepare healthy food or do my workouts, but there are no excuses anymore now! I really want a healthier lifestyle, so why not start today? I want to try and make banana bread, recipes that include avocado and more healthy stuff. Let me know if there's anything that I really have to try!

Blog and Youtube
Last but not least, my blog and Youtube. I just uploaded my very first Youtube video and I'm quite nervous about the reactions, but I really enjoyed doing it and I'm definitely going to carry on with it. You can check it out here: INTRODUCTION + GET TO KNOW ME TAG Please let me know what you think of it, I want to know!!

What are your plans for this summer?

Love, Elisa

Ps. There will be a blog post every Wednesday and a Youtube video every Saturday, so stay tuned!